I don't know how some people seem put their best foot forward in every aspect of their life—social, academic, personal. I know I'm too harsh on myself, but I feel like I'm simply not doing the best that I can. I'm just tired. Already.
I think a big part of it is anxiety. I need to learn how to address where it comes from and cope with it more healthily and directly. And stop whining, for Christ's sake.
But, life really feels like a whirlwind, and sometimes I lose faith in myself.